Note : The title of this post doesn't reflect the 3rd chapter of the famed Half-Life video game. You fucking geek.
Instead, I am wondering about certain things in life that kind of seem to be completely out of your control yet sort of totally in your hands, but at the same time out of them.... wait...
Okay, it's like this:
There's an apple you need to eat. Not want, you NEED to eat the apple. You can get to it, and you can eat it. However, the apple is poisoned. And you only grow aware of the poison recently. However, you still NEED the apple.
Now, you can grab the apple and eat it, and in turn you will die.
But, there is nothing you can do to un-poison the apple.
The poison in this case is simply the unforeseen circumstance.
See? In your hands, and out of them at the same time.
My case is similar. If I go to that item that I 'need' then a lot of things will fall out of place around me, however, without it, I am going to be just as fucked anyway, and the only reason things will fall out of place is because of circumstance.
Fuck circumstance.
Seen or unseen.
So, what are your thoughts on this. Have you similar issues in your life? Does circumstance influence conclusions? Share your opinion here, motherfucker. SHARE IT! SHARRREEE!
Well, fuck, shit, asshole, cunt. What a puzzle life can be sometimes, don't you think so?
Peace out, and don't forget to
~love yourself~
4 years ago
If you read a bit about budhism, you will understand that life is illusion anyway. you don't NEED anything. as soon as you don't need anything then you are an enlightened, but since we are all insects with greedy taughts, we need , we create needs that we don't need, hence we are killing ourselves to create needs to satisfy our needless needs.... i lst myself i think somewhere.... to sum up : lets all become budhist monk and love ourselves ... "winks"
ReplyDeletewell, circumstances do change conclusions, AND do make you a stronger or a weaker person, depends on the person..
ReplyDeleteand the apple scenario, there is always something called FASTING.
oh, thanks for callin me motherfuck, cus i'm waiting for this day to get married and be a lovely MOTHERFUCKER.. heheeheh :)))
and creating needs, i don't think so, but people create wants and change them in their heads to needs that they don't need.
was this an unforeseen reply to your post.. bitch.
it's quite simple my dear. bite the apple. unforeseen circumstances can't be THAT bad. just ask Adam.
ReplyDeleteat best, the poison won't kill you, but you'll probably fall asleep for 100 years. and then a handsome, charming prince will come along and give you a big kiss to wake you up from slumber.
that's right. a prince. not a princess. a prince.
don't worry. by then, it will be legal.